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I am who I am, I've enjoyed and smiled happily as I was taken advantage of in every meaning of that word. I've been looked upon gracefully by fate once again. My heart ache is to be placed behind me and my future in my hands at last.



We've been through much, yes much indeed. I've been through such strife and sorrow, alone when in need. Yes, I hurt beyond what anyone could imagine. And now, everyone pats me on the back and smile with relief. Seeing that I released myself at last.



Friends almost lost, some lost forever. Others neglected, and most confused. I miss every single person that I can't speak with anymore. I hate the situations I was put through, and I'm glad that some friends gave me another look at last.



There is someone in my life now, well, she was always there, watching and wishing but never interferering. She, a close friend who I was made belief that she hated me for something that I never did, but was told that she didn't want to hear otherwise. She now speaks to me again, and has become something SO much closer than a friend. She thought to herself she had to appologize, when in fact I wish It was I, for taking so long to speak to her. But not anymore, I spoke at last.



Had been on cloud 9 for nearly four years. Being kept there by false hopes and dreams that I, was reminded everyday... would never materialize. I, after being betrayed three-fold, began to prepare for the obvious. I had to end something that had NO hope of surviving anymore. I chose freedom at last.